Tarot ‘26 Wk 33

X of Pentacles

Keywords | Abundance • Permanence • Security
Correspondence | Mercury • Virgo • Earth

“This week I am the Ten of Pentacles & huuuh…would you look at that…I woke up full of love again; may I spend it while I’m living, giving back to mine family & friends, & leave lack behind and abundance in mine stead.”

Love is more than enough for today and always…to wake up and think, well damn…would you look at us…you & me & all the things built.

Tomorrow on Monday I may remember someone who loved me before I knew how to love them back, & mine own accountability for how we got here…By Tuesday, I hope I tell them. Wednesday, perhaps I’ll need something too…and God willing, I’ll have learned enough about security to actually let somebody give it to me…you know, let love in & through.

Thursday I’ll probably forget about all of this & convince myself I’m missing something again…the work, it never ends. Friday…who knows? Isn’t that how the story goes. But by Saturday, I hope I look around mine little life & see the abundance everywhere…in what was given to me, what I gave back, mine family, mine friends, who stayed, who left something good behind & all the love I still have left to spend…here & now, then & there.

Huuuh…would you look at that.

Mine life is hardly the picture of security…there are bills to pay, things to fix, this big brown body to tend to, people to love better & plenty of mine own shit still left to get together. Okay…real now, that’s honest & fair.

And permanence? Yes, please. Not because I expect everything to stay the same, but because I’ve learned to embrace change…wanted or not, ready or not, that’s life, is it not? I can hold tight to what matters without demanding it remain mine forever. One day even I’ll be gone, & that’s okay too…give life the freedom of oblivion, give death its peace, & while I’m still here, let me give mine love to you.

Nothing needs to last forever to have mattered while it was here…perhaps permanence was never about staying, but leaving something sincere.

And abundance…oh, that sneaky bitch. I keep auditing mine lack only to find I have more: more love, more life, more people to admire & adore. More chances to give back, fuck up, try again…God, what am I keeping score for?

Maybe mine wealth is 60% what I’ve built, 30% what we’ve built & 10% whatever the hell keeps showing up at mine door.

Huuuh…would you look at that.

Still here. Still loved. Still loving. Still Queer.

Perhaps I’ve been rich all along…well damn, who would’ve thought.

Make it a great week or not…the choice is yours.

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xoxo Bbb