Diary of Life: Vices & Victory

Our work is the presentation of our capabilities.”

Edward Gibbon

It’s been foggy not really only mentally and Im afraid I myself am to blame. The act of balance of well-earned and enjoyed rest after efforted good work…the enjoyment of a full felt day… not necessarily exciting or different or strange in any way but a day that feels warm and appreciated, oh how to make the most of seven simple days. That’s the energy that frequency that’s what I need.

Life happens so fast its right in front of us right in front of me and its scares me to not exist in it not really Ive always lived in the space before or after but but I can feel something washing over me it feels like serenity or this idea of patient tranquility that Im trying and less afraid. Actually Im more afraid, scared of being open to real growth & change. Let me roll with the punches hell I’ll throw some too that’s enough sit-down passive consumption its time to produce.

Life is really what we make it and I believe in my capacity to do the good work and create a beautiful little corner of the universe for all the time I have now and left. This past week really reminded me that it’s in my power and its my personal duty to create opportunities for myself. Let me organize my approach as I continue to build this new routine and refine my approach to manifesting my new reality.

Speaking of which I must address: The world around me is on fire and a big cluster-fuck of a mess as the world enters its own new reality as well here’s to hope and peace. (Note to self: Get active Get involved)

…Ive got to go now and organize my capabilities & capacities before my vices ruin my victory. xoxox Bbb